I don't think I'm gonna finish making my #boardgame even though I've put in so much time and effort. I just think that the end product is not going to be enjoyable, and that's not something I want.
I'm a little bit disappointed, but I think it's for the best—not continuing this game will (should) finally give me the mental freedom to work on other games. And if I ever return to it someday, maybe I can do something even better with it. Who knows!